April 30, 2008
We ALL feel “depressed” at one time or another, how could we not, living in the world we do?
BEing depressed is NOT BEing Happy,
To whatever degree of “depressed happiness” you feel, that which you are feeling is “less than”.
“Less than” what?, you ask.
Less than you deserve.
Less than you came here, to our earth school, to experience.
We did not come here to experience sadness, would you ever choose to enter into an experience of sadness, knowingly, of aware choice?
I don’t think anyone would.
Mind you, once we’re there, it can oft’ times be very difficult to not succumb to these powerfully distracting feelings. They are made of exactly what we need to overcome, to learn to love within our selves, regardless of any negativity that may surround you.
And in this world of ours, there is an overabundance of negativity smacking our consciousness on a minute basis.
We have created a world of tension, based upon fear, conducted by masters of deception, within whom we have entrusted our lives.
We have been taught to dismiss our selves, ignore our instincts, of that which is good and that which is bad. We have allowed others to define these for us, and passively accepted, without contemplation.
When we contemplate, we KNOW, that which is good and that which is bad. We INSTINCTIVELY KNOW THIS.
We all know when we are happy, when we are feeling good, enjoying our life, our experience, our now, as do we, when we are not.
C’est natural.
Here’s what I do when I recognize, I am not feeling as positive as I know I could CHOOSE to BE.
Of course, we all know, how we ARE, how we BEhave, is of our CHOOSING. We CHOOSE our actions, in every moment of our BEingness.
THIS is OUR “Free Will”.
When feeling depressed in my levels of happiness, I begin by recognizing MY CHOICE, in so BEing there.
WHY?
Why am I here?
Let’s face it, take it out and lay it on the table.
Piece by piece, I go through the thoughts and feelings. I allow them all their voice.
All these “voices” that are NOT MY TRUTH.
IN TRUTH, the only feelings that “exist”, that are TRUE, ARE POSITIVE.
ANY Negative feeling is not of SELF, it is the result of that which is NOT TRUE, FEAR, INSECURITY, BELITTLING, COMPARISON, LOSS of PURPOSE –
TRUTH = SELF.
Still, each, I allow a voice, attention within my mind, consciously aware. I listen, and then I regard the information for its level of TRUTH. I do this first, as objectively as possible, at the time, by reviewing that which I have accomplished to date, what have I been up to? Where am I now? What have I made available to myself, what choices, pathways have I created for my SELF to CHOOSE from?
It’s not important to know which of the many pathways available to you, is the one you shall choose, the “how” will come all of its own, so long as YOU remain TRUE to SELF.
The most important way to so do, is to ALLways FEEL HAPPY.
Yet, it’s hard to make choices that make us happy, in a world that has taught us from birth not to listen to our selves.
We are taught to OBEY. We are taught that we are expendable. We are NOT EQUAL, We are NOT ONE SPECIES. We are NOT taught TRUTH. We are distracted by idiocies. Our differences, are NOT differences, they are all the ways by which OUR BEauty may BE expressed, for WE ARE ALL ONE.
Why aren’t we taught to focus our attentions on the positives in our world, our lives, our SELVES?
Because “they” don’t want us to think for our SELVES.
Alas, I digress.
What else is new?
Hee hee :O)
I go through this process with all thoughts of negativity, I look to see from where they are derived,“how” and thus “why” they were created, and then, I look to their TRUTH.
ALLways, they are revealed to BE, the negativity fueling my fears, my worries of that which is NOT TRUE.
When we are worrying, it means we are directing our available energy to give attention to these thoughts, thus away from “other” thoughts, which we allow to occupy our minds.
What is it that we worry about? If we have the time to take our energies away from our experience in the “NOW”, we are worrying about something that is NOT yet. These NEGATIVE THOUGHTS which we are ALLOWING ourselves to consume our conscious mind’s attention upon, are allways about what if’s. Think about it, if you have the time, the energy to worry, it means you are, in the NOW of your worry, not experiencing that which you are worrying about, but thinking about what may be, how it will turn out, how are you going to deal with, something, that currently, in your now, is NOT. It may be, but truthfully, is your worrying going to change the outcome?
Which brings me to my next step, “out of the darkness, into the light” – MOST clichés have a TRUTH for which they exist to remind us.
I look around at where I am in this NOW, acknowlege I am feeling as I do, review my life, my purpose for BEing, and see all that I do have: from the toilet paper in my indoor bathroom, to the LOVE of my family and friends.
I see EVERYThing I am blessed with, KNOWing, I am seeing sooooooo very LITTLE.
It is inspiring and it is such a minute glimpse of the whole. The TRUTH of OUR MIRACULOUSNESS is SOOOO AWESOME, and yet we are too afraid to EMBRACE OUR TRUTH.
Because this is what we have been taught.
This is how we remain the cattle of “their” herd.
We are no-one’s cattle.
We stand EQUAL to ALL.
WE ARE ONE.
ALL HUMANS
ALL EARTHLINGS
WE ARE ALL part of the whole, a whole made of each one of us, individually, members of the whole community.
Oops, just noticed….I went on a little tangent again, didn’t I?
Yes, well, years of research, and researching the research I researched, there is much TRUTH I have allowed my self to see, despite the endless cries of the many – whom, like so many others not in my experience in our earth school, remain in the BEingness of UnTruth, listening to others, and not to SELF. I have accumulated enough knowledge to KNOW, we have been living as rats in a cage, spinning a wheel, providing enough electricity for our master to export and make millions off of, for that one little wedge of cheese they throw our way.
It is VERY MUCH an INTRICATE aspect of OUR depressed levels of happiness.
Have you ever heard of a happy slave or prisoner?
This is also why I am so easily taken along this pathway of depressed thought, for there are many whom remain in doubt, fear, refusing to embrace what they know to be TRUE. Preventing the experience of BLISS WE ALL seek, we ALL want, WE ALL DESERVE, because we were taught, we aren’t good enough!
It doesn’t matter what label of isolation you spin, racism, religion, culture, you needn’t worry, if there is a group who is feeling “greater than”, they’ll come up with a new label, a new means of creating diversity within the one.
Another distraction from the TRUTH of WE, the BEauty within OUR diversity. We are ALL members of the HUMAN RACE.
ALL of US.
NOT ONE of US, is excluded.
What is more, we are ALL made, created, exist, of the SAME biological, physical, ESSENTIAL aspects, which make US, WE.
Look at that, just couldn’t help myself, could I?
Once I make it to BEing in the NOW, I am then ready to calmly reflect upon my process, and realize that through out, I have been reflecting upon each of the steps, as I interrupted with a few of, herein. Everything I base my “belief” upon is based upon TRUTH. Regardless of what changes may occur, we KNOW we are made of CELLS, essentially, ENERGY.
We KNOW this.
They may be able to go further into understanding our cellular activities, but we do know that which we have uncovered thus far.
And we are learning and uncovering so much more, ALL the time!!! The learning is really ENDLESS……….as are WE.
Then of course, I realize that my consciousness, my FREE WILL of THOUGHT, is MY POWER, a power we ALL share, to CHOOSE how I will DIRECT MY ENERGIES, and thus, that which I shall ATTRACT to ME, as a result.
WE CREATE the EXPERIENCE, of that which we call, OUR LIFE.
Once I remember all that, which is MERELY the CHOICE to ALLOW my SELF, the respect and compassion, to reflect upon self, POSITIVELY, I am able to see TRUTH.
Truth = LOVE = SELF.
WE ALL MAKE A DIFFERENCE in this world, which we ALL SHARE.
ALL OF US, EVERY SINGLE ONE.
YOU ARE BLESSING, because YOU ARE.
YOU EXIST.
YOU ARE HERE.
YOUR ENERGY AFFECTS ALL.
And by ALL, is Affected.
Thus, we have the POWER, the FREE WILL to ATTRACT EVERYthing we desire, in how we CHOOSE to CREATE OUR SELVES, how we vibrate our energies, within self, and thus how they are directed out from SELF into the ALL, like ripples in an ocean.
We ARE ENERGY.
My belief is reaffirmed through TRUTH, and thus I am FREE to yet again, BELIEVE in SELF, TRUST SELF, and KNOW, I am DOing that which is RIGHT for ME.
Acting allways of course, through TRUTh, and thus LOVE.
And so, I CHOOSE, to maintain the positive thoughts, sending out energies of MY direction. DOing EVERYthing I can, to attract the manifestation of my will, to ME.
Gotta tell ya, it’s kinda hard to be feeling depressed levels of happiness, when you are busy directing your positive energies, thoughts, actions, towards the manifestation of YOUr TRUTH.
Actually, it’s always quite the exhilarating feeling!!!
The feeling we are meant to feel, always, allways.
Blessedly BE
the
TRUTH
of
WE,
Angels Divine,
ONE UNIVERSAL FAMILY,
Within the Embracing Light of
PeaceFull LOVing Serenity,
& one Fantastical, Amazing, Adventurous, Party’in Journey.
Roni {rhonda} Lipstein