“Poverty IS NOT an accident.
Like slavery, and apartheid
it is man-made,
and can be removed
by the actions of human beings.” Nelson Mandela
If we can create a world of economic capitalism where killing family members is okay…..we can most definitely create a world of sharing resources where loving family members – all members of our Universal Family IS the norm, and as such killing not even a thought that enters one’s mind. ~*❤*~
BLISSedly BE
Radiating LOVE
Roni*
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That’s right my friend, you can find the balance between the material, as a member of our current societal foundation/system, and the spiritual, our actualized, true nature of being.
You see, in both cases in my life, after having experienced the putrid contamination of the corporate [not all corporate is putrid or contaminating***] world upon my flesh, I completely turned off and tuned out to any aspects of capitalism. Sure, I was ‘working like a dog’, as the saying goes, every day, weekends too, only this time, it was my savings account providing the pay cheque.
Of course, now there was more balance within my personal life, now I was calling the shots and the first rule on the list is:
nothing and no-one shall ever come before my son.
The second rule; no material aspect of our world shall come before my family or friends.
It is not the material that makes our life what it is, it’s the people with whom we surround ourselves, including, the person you spend the most time with, yourself.
As a matter of fact, the one person with whom you must adorn the most love and respect, is yourself.
You must ensure that you are doing all that is necessary to make yourself happy and fulfill your Personal Legend, be the person you have always dreamed yourself to be.
It took me a while to be able to publicly admit, let alone personally, who I am. I had repressed her so deeply within, I couldn’t recognize who she was anymore. Everyone around me knew she was lost to them, my Universe, it had been almost a decade of digging, it’s no wonder the journey back was as long, painful and revolutionary as it was.
But back I came, better, stronger, wiser, than ever before.
First, I had to remember who I had been, then and only then, was I able to distinguish that within me which was truly me, as opposed to some distorted or created aspect of myself. I had spent nearly a decade in a very precarious relationship, one that truly raped me of who I was, one within which I truly lost sight of what made me, me. I was therefore unable to own those aspects of myself I loved most, {we have been conditioned/trained/taught/socialized to find it easier to own the negative}, for I was unsure as to whether they were truly my own or a fabrication of a life I had once lived. A life that had slowly and methodically created a stranger out of the girl in the mirror.
I know now, after all that I have been through, after all the ‘sacrifice’ [opportunities for self growth and self love] that I willingly put myself through, ~~yes people, if you are suffering, you are suffering because YOU CHOOSE to so do~~, that I in fact AM all those aspects of myself I love most- as are YOU* 😉. And what’s more, deserving of “having it all”, and truly, that’s all it takes.
Up until recently, I simply did not feel deserving of the monetary, I had associated it with such negative connotations, I held such fear of losing my identity to yet another raper of flesh, I simply hid away to protect myself. It’s not uncommon, in fact, it’s likely the most common ailment we as a collective, share.
We hide from, instead of facing our fears.
We allow our fears reign over our lives and thus create the exact things we are hiding from. Sad, but true, if you do not face your fears head on, with loving embracing arms, you will perish within the illusion of your created pseudo sanctuary.
Sanctuary is not hiding away from or taking the ‘safe route’, sanctuary is standing tall, running the race and loving yourself for all aspects of who you are. Sanctuary is driving along side your self, showering yourself with as much water as you require, all the way to the finish line!!!
I know now, I am deserving, deserving of the monetary gains from the fruits of my most worthy, humanitarian service. I feel deserving, of these physical riches available in life now because I took the time to heal myself spiritually, without the distracting cushion of these illusory safety nets, and thus learned the true meaning of happiness.
It is not to be found in a decorated piece of green, or as I am Canadian, multi-coloured pieces of paper, it is found within. It is recognizing how wealthy you, the person, the member of our awesome Universe are. This of course is so much easier to accomplish without the temptations of material possessions beckoning ownership over your identity.
You are not what you have, but who you are, regardless of what is around you.
You are who you are, regardless of the situation, the people, or the time of day.
You are that which exists within the confines of your vessel, not a sky rise office or downtown street corner.
You are that which is the most cherished of truths, held within the blessing of a physical vessel, your Soul, LOVE Consciousness.
As such, a soul, an energy resource contributing to this Universe, a wholly divine essence of our reality, you are ENTITLED to enjoy its every luxuries, this is our gift, every single one of us, every single one!
The only thing holding us back is ourselves, because we listen to the words of fear, BEcome brainwashed by those who have “it”, who are themselves operating by the fear of losing ‘it’, as though there were not enough to go around for all of us. Pa-sha!
And for those who do not have ‘it’, we listen as they blame those who ‘do’ for their predicament, when in reality, it is a predicament of their own making, an affect of not believing in one self.
Know who you are, be honest, be positive, know what you can do, and how far that can lead you. Forget about your difficulties, whether they be in skill, money, or location, and see your potential.
See your potential so clearly, that you make it your reality.
Do all you must, if it means calling 100 people, call them, if it means knocking on 1000 doors, knock, just do it!!
Do what you must so long as no pain is brought unto yourself or those sharing this Universe with you. Those in fact, who are also vital contributing members to our collective reality.
I know I am ready now, to be me, true to my Soul, our humanity and this Universe, fulfilling my Personal Legend, and relishing in the rewards for so doing. I know this, for I know that nothing can take me away again, but myself, and I shan’t ever allow that permission. Yes, I may falter, I may lose direction, face confusion and the unknown, but I shall do so with love and trust in the Universe and my self and I shall learn, grow and persevere.
I shall know divine happiness.
I shall live a loving, peaceful, serene, soulful existence.
I know now that I am, and have always been deserving, and feel worthy now, more so than ever before. I know the rewards I shall garner shall be appropriately directed towards our ultimate collective ‘Personal’ Legend:
the regeneration and recreation of our blessed earth school through the transcended ascension of our consciousness out of fear based thinking into love based BEing.
May the image you gaze upon whence your eyes look within the mirror, be the image of the you, you know you are, gazing back, with the loving, accepting, peaceful serenity of Soul/LOVE Consciousness realized.
Blissedly Be.
Radiating LOVE
Roni*
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Ya know how we often hear from the Law of Attraction experts to FEEL our desires, to FEEL what it IS we are wanting to manifest as opposed to rationally just thinking about it……
Well…..”Feeling” the feeling of what it IS to have what it is we are wanting IS MORE than just the emotions…….
Yuppers my LOVElies, FEELing the feeling of our dreams manifest IS also about the PHYSICAL feeling we have withIN our bodies…..
It “works” both ways….
In other words, to get ourselves into a vibrational harmony with that which we are desiring in our lives we can either feel it emotionally, visualize it, imagine it, etc….OR
RELAX our physical bodies into the state we would BE in when our desires are manifest.
The 2 function in tandem with ONE another and thus inspire one another into manifest BEingness.
Think about this for a moment:
When we are stressed our bodies clench – we ALL KNOW too well the ‘tightness’ in our chests, shoulders and backs we feel when we are anxious…….
We also know the relaxed comfort we feel when we are blissed.
In addition to BEing each other’s mirrors, we are also a mirror unto SELF.
Our bodies mirror our feelings & thoughts and vica verca.
How many stress ridden individuals have you seen comfortably lounging in relaxed bliss?
Having said that…..if YOU are feeling stress, anxiety, etc…. take the time – ALLOW your self the opportunity to RELAX your Physical Body..…sit back in a lounging position and focus on your breathing until you feel a relaxing wave through your body.
From here DO your visualization of that which you are seeking to manifest…..
Other “physical tools” of assistance include yoga, pilates, tai chi, walking, reading, taking a bath, sauna, getting a massage….all of which can BE used to assist SELF to get into a relaxed physical state. Once there, taking advantage of this state to ‘uber harmonize’ your radiating light- your energy signature being sent into the sea of all with that which you are seeking to make manifest, to attract back to you, IS the prime time to do any mental and emotional harmonizations.
Blissings unto ALL for uber effective HAPPY Harmonizations manifesting our intentional dreams, hopes, and wishes in comfort, ease and joy. 😀
Blissedly BE
Radiating LOVE,
Roni ~*❤*~
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My struggle with balance, with living a ‘spiritual’ [love based consciousness] vs material existence, is one I have struggled with for as long as I can remember. Heightened of course, once I left the sanctuary of my parent’s home to venture out on my own.
Suddenly, I was completely responsible for my well being, my food, shelter, clothing. There was no one else to provide for me, but me. Ensconcing myself into my hobbies and personal crusades was no longer as easy as it had once been. Suddenly, I was put into a situation where I had to put weight upon the importance of my survival vs. my desires, the force of my intuitive drive.
This drive of course, being of a spiritual, humanitarian nature. Again, for as long as I can remember, I faced the same life affirming question:
Our world is not one that sustains upon a barter system. I needed money to survive, yet was wholly against capitalistic ventures whose only goal was to increase the capital gains of the individual.
Well, I’m not sure if you could say I ever did, at least not until now that is. 😉
At first, I worked within the corporate world. I was making pretty good money for a young single gal who just left her city, let alone her parent’s home. I had a pretty good social life, actually it was excellent. Partying all the time, good friends, a very understanding boyfriend, albeit completely detached from the rest of my life. Life was pretty cool, except. Except, I was stagnating. I was not feeling fulfilled by my work, I was not feeling worthy, because I was not a positively contributing member of society, at least not in my own eyes. [heart, soul, BEingness]
Then, I met my son’s father. Suddenly, I found myself immersed within the theatrical and life sizzled with passion and excitement. I was doing something unbelievably cool, something unbelievably worthy, a play for the people, an enlightening message.
What a cause, what a crusade.
I shan’t speak to the service I paid or didn’t, to myself. I emerged from the experience a very successful Theatrical Producer. A very successful, poverty stricken Theatrical Producer.
Unfortunately, ‘the underground’ albeit filled with unbelievably meaningful projects, worthy of your time and dedication, is not overflowing in greens. Although I’ve got to tell you, after the experience within the corporate, I was happy to fulfill this role. Like most things in life, {at least for the moment!!!}, the ‘commercial’ is rewarded for their ‘shallow’ gifts, whilst the spiritual, left to the ‘underground’, unseen by the masses, permitted tolerated existence.
It remained like this for many years.
Until, I succumbed. I re-entered the corporate and made money again, actually it was even greater than before. Although all things relative, I was no longer a young single gal, out on my own in a different city. Now, I was a young single mom, back in her city of birth. I had my son and a beautiful apartment, bought a car, sent my son to the best camps, ate sushi on a regular basis, bought loads of groceries. You know how it is. Well, if you don’t, you’ve dreamed about it.
Ya, I got all this great stuff, and you know what, I was living in HELL!!!
I don’t think I have ever been as stressed, depressed, exhausted, or completely saturated within the one thing I have always detested most, the capitalistic world of the material. Ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
It was awful.
I was so unhappy.
I had no time to enjoy all that I had the resources to so do. I was always too busy, there was always another project, another business trip, another rush to get from A to B. There was no rest. I lived, breathed, relieved work.
I lost out on so much wondrous time with my most sacred blessing, my son. Even when I was with him, I wasn’t really present, not most of the time any ways. And he felt it, he showed it, and we both ‘suffered’ as a result of my ‘cushy, secure, stable life of luxury’.
Honey, there ain’t no luxury, no-matter how much dough you’ve got roll’in in, if what has it roll’in, is eating up your insides. If you aren’t fulfilling your Personal Legend, it matters not what you surround yourself with, you can’t hide from the truth of who you are, you can’t escape yourself!
You know where this is leading don’t ya?
I couldn’t take it anymore, I almost lost sight of all, and coming back [after leaving my corporate position behind] has been the most glorious experience of my life, but I’ve got to tell you, there were some extremely painful shrouds along the way.
When I speak to losing “sight of all”, I speak to losing faith, belief, hope, motivation, desire, dedication, and loyalty, to myself and the Universe, and therefore, all of you.
It’s been rough, it’s been enlightening, it’s been intensely painful, it’s been courageous, fearful {insecure, anxious, depressing}, FREEING.
I stood face to face with her, the manifestation of myself as created by the disassociated, individually motivated, capitalistically single-minded temptress of our society.
I know who it is I am.
I love who I am.
I think she’s a pretty cool chick, if I do say so myself.
And it is I; body, mind, heart, EGO and SOUL, who sits here, writing to and for you all.
It is I, on my pathway to healing, I, who has come face to face with some of my greatest oppressors, some of my scariest demons and triumphed, in the name of LOVE.
And now, now that I have discovered who I am, what my purpose unto this earth school is, my Personal Legend, I am doing all that I must, to fulfill it, and honour the woman I know myself to be.
This means holding tight to my beliefs and my faith.
This means doing what ever is necessary, dedicating myself as steadfastly as I had in the past, for those capitalistically driven individuals, within whom I did not believe.
Facing my fears on a daily basis,
spending time alone with SELF,
recognizing my weaknesses and loving them.
Standing tall on my own,
not depending on another but upon every other,
and the collective love from the Universe
showered unto me through YOU, for doing what I know I must, for the BEnefit of ALL.
And here’s the gloriously amazing thing about all this.
The clearing upon my pathway as I pulled, one by one, the vines of my Ego’s pains, revealed the most glorious radiance of light, and love.
It was SOUL, my soul, your soul, our soul. It was Agape [unconditional] LOVE Consciousness.*
You can read Part 1 of “Achieving the purrrfect Balance” here.
Blissedly BE
Radiating LOVE,
Roni*
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10. Do not judge. Do not expect. Accept. {see essay, “Soul’s Twin Self”}
You came here to do your best, to be the best that you can be.
That is your only purpose.
You were not ‘sent’ here, to save, promote, or change another.
It is not your job to judge another for not fulfilling their purpose, or falling short of Universal belief and faith.
It is not your job to condemn another for not meeting your expectations.
You have no right to have any expectations of another but yourself.
And the only expectation of yourself you have the right to, is to do your very best to love.
All that you can hope for, is that you shall attract like-minded individuals, ones who shall uplift and nourish, into your nest.
And if by chance you do not, for those led by fear shall most definitely attempt to invade your sanctuary, be strong enough to accept that some people are not providing healthy energy. There may be people that shall come into your life whose purpose is to allow you to love self by making the choice to walk away.
These people shall infect your surroundings with their negative energy and exhaust your positive energy. They must be let go.
Attachments can be deadly.
You have no right, no right whatsoever, to the ownership of another’s soul. To think so, is blasphemy!
You can not save anyone.
When they are ready, when they have done the work they must, they may return and you will know. You will know what they have accomplished and whether they are within a place of awareness, that is positively enhancing to your life and beingness or not.
And if not, do not judge them harshly.
You do not let go in anger. You let go in love. You let go with the prayer for their safety, their salvation, their soul.
You haven’t the right to judge or expect anything from another human being. If you so choose to allow another into your life, do so under these conditions. Accept them into your life as they are, or do not accept them in. Accept them for all that is beautiful, ugly, good and bad within them, and see all as divine.
Honour them for who they are.
If you can not do so, whether in their presence or otherwise, if their negativity is too overpowering, or your love not developed/healed/harominzed, then you disservice both of you in remaining together.
The ‘perfect’ relationship, an authentic relationship based upon the premise of two individuals choosing to journey together to assist, uplift, empower, and enlighten one another upon their own individual journeys of BEing LOVE is possible and manifesting more each day. We are in the process of regenerating, we are in the process of actualizing our collective mandate. That being said, knowing that any relationship, at any level of intimacy, shall have it’s challenges- “opportunities for growth”, enter in and experience these, with the most loving mind, heart and soul that you can muster, at all times.
Do your utmost to withhold judgment, expectation, and attachment.
Do all that you can to accept that which is, and see, hear, live, breathe, think, act, LOVE.
**This sentiment IS carried over into our day to day living, regarding any and all situations which we encounter in life. Accept where it is you find yourself.
This does not mean you have to like it, but instead of fighting it, accept it.
Then, as with above, if a situation is toxic to us as opposed to nourishing us, let it go….in LOVE.
Love yourself, love your life, love your fellow man, woman and child. Love this earth school. Love all the components that make up this earth school, the animal, mineral, and vegetable kingdoms, the celestial cosmos. Love all.
And to do so, call upon whatever resources you can. If following a religion is your answer then follow fervently, if seeing everyone as a child is your answer, then see all your fellow earth school siblings as the most blessed child. If meditation works for you, meditate daily.
Blissedly BE
Radiating LOVE,
Roni ~*❤*~