Roni shares of her experience as an “empathic sensitive” and the gift we are ALL blessed when we CHOOSE to detach from the experience of our external circumstances and situations & CHOOSE to BE the conscious observer of awareness. In so DOing we give SELF the AWEsome Gift of CHOICE in how we “Perceive, Receive & Respond” to these very circumstances & situations….LIFE in and of itSELF and the AWEsome ability to so DO from LOVE đ
Blessedly BE Sweet Earth Angels Divine
Thank YOU for sharing within the experience of yOUR BEingness with and for the BEnefit of ALL of WE đ
I definitely saw it, felt it, experienced itâŠ.
~Suffering,
when in a relationship with
Abuse,
I saw the suffering, however, I did NOT see that the foundation to that suffering, was my CHOOSing to BE in the situation in the first place.
A malleable situation, one which I HAD the CHOICE NOT to BE within~ the experience of life;
the opportunities to learn, grow, expand and heal~
were those that within this situation would BE experienced within a surrounding environment of predominantly negative energy.
âTis TRUE, there are certain circumstances that simply occur, we may not have meant for them to occur, we may not have planned for their occurrence, but they do.
Once they DO however, how we CHOOSE to perceive, receive and respond to them, is COMPLETELY ours to make.
We must BE conscious to our external circumstances in so far as how we are CHOOSing to experience themâŠwhat interpretation are we making thereof, and is it one that is deluded or exposed, fear ridden or imbued in LOVEâs Light.
Glorious Day
If we find our SELVes in a situation where the Positive is seen and experienced through the fog and exhaustion of negativity, we are NOT LOVing SELF, we are NOT in TRUTH experiencing âPositiveâ so much as we are, a reprieve from the complete darkness of the negative.
We need to KNOW if the experiences we are having in life allow for the experience of our Highest Happiness.
If they DO NOT, and they ARE Malleable, {there are many whom are unfortunately in situations, around our Earth School, whom do NOT have the malleability many of us take for granted} than it is our DUTY to CHANGE them, it is our DUTY to SELF and to ALL to follow our Bliss.
I lost sight of this when I was in a relationship with Abuse, I lost sight of the Positive I Deserve to BE experiencing~ WE ALL Deserve to BE experiencing in Every NOW.
I lost sight of the malleability of my world, the FREEdom of my BEingness to CHOOSE a different reality to experience. I lost sight of how it felt to LOVE mySELF, to BE LOVEd TRUE, and therefore allowed another to disrespect me, as I did mySELF.
I lost sight of my Highest Happiness and what is more, my KNOWing that I DESERVE and am WORTHY of my Highest Happiness.
Taught by example never to complain, not to look for excuses or blame others, but instead to DO, DO that which I AM able to DO, to BE the âbest âMEâ, I can BEâ, I completely lost sight of the TRUTH that BEing in an Abusive Relationship in the first place, in and of itSELF was NOT BEing the BEST ME, I can BE, was NOT LOVing ME, was NOT fulfilling my HIGHest HAPPIness.
I lost sight of the FACT, that in TRUTH it is our Greatest Gift unto ALL to manifest our Highest Happiness, for it IS in so DOing that we share the Gifts of our inherent BEingness we came here, to our Earth School in the first place to DO, with and for the BEnefit of ALL.
The Pathway of Discovery
And thus DO we come to finding the Balance of that which IS our Blessed BEingness:
in fulfilling our HIGHest HAPPYness we provide our Greatest Gift for the BEnefit of ALL âș
YOU DESERVE it ALL Babay âș
to OUR HIGHest HAPPYness in Every NOW, ALLwaysâŠâŠALL members of our LOVEly Earth School, living life as intended to BE in BlissFull, LOVing, Harmonious. Partyân Serenity âș
I am here, upon our Earth School, to vibrate harmonies of LOVE’s Light, equality, peace, unity, positivity, and the TRUTH of WE. I provide a gentle guiding light along YOUr Pathway to Discover SELF TRUE, & thus BE, the Best âIâ in âMEâ YOU LOVE YOUr SELF to BE, in Every NOW, ALLways!”
To many this is a GREAT Achievement, to ME, it is the Greatest Universal Blessing/Gift of my Life.
Ahhhhhhh, NOW we shall SEE that to which I have spoken in Part I.
Ya see, whilst others are focusing on the external circumstances of my situation;
BEing alone, self reliant, self dependent, providing for, taking care of, and caring for another and SELF, I have BEen focusing on the Fantabulous Gift that having my son in my life IS.
I havenât SEEN the external circumstances everyone else has, I KNOW to that which they speak, however, I havenât experienced their version of my realityâŠ.that is NOT the life I have KNOWn.
Like a child whose Mom has a cancer;
They KNOW she has this thing called âcancerâ and it makes her feel sick when she gets her medicine to make it go away, but they donât really KNOW WHAT the POTENTIAL negative implications of Mom having this thing called cancer are. And Until someone makes ya awareâŠ..as others have for me, in speaking with and of their great admiration for my BEing a single mom, ya really just donât ever go there~ it DOes NOT make it into yOUR conscious awareness, yOUR mind simply NEVER focuses on it long enough, if at ALL, for it to register as anything lasting.
Sure there have BEen occasions, I have felt âheavinessâ BEing a single mom, felt that to which inspires the admiration in so many.
The âstrugglesâ I have âovercomeâ, including, amongst others;
BEing a single Mom,
an abusive relationship,
harrassment
BEing a round peg in a square hole âș
elongated depressed levels of HAPPYness
receiving little to no financial support,
BEing a professional in an industry that went against the grain of main stream
PMDD
seeking TRUTH & enLIGHTening others to DO the same in a world that has us conditioned to DO anything BUTâŠ..
CHOOSing to fulfill MY Personal Legend, instead of BEing subservient to others ~even at the expense of financial obliteration
BEing the example of that to which I speak, regardless of external and material circumstances & judgments
Staying TRUE to & LOVing SELF, even in the face of othersâ ridicule, including those dearest to me, FEARFull BEcause I would not follow the âmain streamâ worldâŠ..
to name but a few âș
Infinite Perceptions
I KNOW to that which others speak, I have great admiration for my SELF when I step out of the experience of my reality and see from their perspective, howeverâŠ..
It is NOT their perspective that has âgot me throughâ my lifeâs experiences.
It is NOT their perspective that raised my child whilst going to school and working full time.
It is NOT their perspective that lifted me out of an Abusive Relationship, an emotional breakdown, and financial disaster.
ALL their perspectives ever did for me, whilst living the experience of my life, is want to end it.
No, I DO NOT speak to suicide, though I can attest~ to the Gift of my empathy, compassion and understanding for those whom DOâŠ.
No, that to which I speak is the feeling of wanting to run away from it ALL, to put oneâs FEAR above and BEyond ALL else ~ to succumbing to the dark pit of emptiness that can swallow YOU WHOLE and rape YOU of any Light, LOVE, Life YOU ARE Gifted the Miracle OF.
Did I mention the enormous Blessing, having my son in my life, IS?
We admire others for their ability to get through something that we see as impetus for us to go running off to the hills to hide away from.
More aptly stated, we are conditioned to see the NEGATIVE in any situation and praise one another for surviving it.
Why DO we NOT focus our attentions on the good?
Why must our lessons BE those experienced through the envisioning of the torturous and painFull?
Why DO we look to others and for many of us, unfortunately, our SELVes, for acKNOWledgement of our ability to sustain suffering, instead of our ability to produce Happiness?
I did NOT see âsufferingâ as a single mom, BEcause my experience was one focused on the positive, and oh my, what positives they ARE!!!
Every situation can BE seen for the âstrugglesâ that are presented OR for the Opportunities.
Every situation can BE seen from an infinite number of varying perspectives and through each looking glass a different view point, a new story DOes emerge.
My Greatest Universal Blessing
It was this CHOICE to focus my Mind upon that which I did, the Gifts I was Blessed, NOT complaining and asking âWhy ME??!!â but instead âWhat Can I DO?â and then DOing, that kept me going and got me through.
And trust ME, in those moments when I did indulge in the nasty darkness of Fearâs Illusory pull, life BEcame bleak and moving forward BEcame a seemingly impossible gameâŠ.one none of us want to play.
The CHOICE, as ALLways, is our to BE made.
to yOUR HIGHest HAPPIness in Every NOW, embraced within the grace of Unconditional LOVE âș
⥠Radiating LOVE
Rhonda Sheryl Lipstein
roni
…..surround YOUr SELF in LOVE, BEauty, Humility, Gratitude, PeaceFull Musical Harmonies, Inspiring Artistic Creations, the LOVE of Friends & Family, Dance, Sing, Laugh, Read, Write, PLAY, ANYthing, EVERYthing of~though~within LOVE’s Light to assist, uplift, enLIGHTen YOU to the TRUTH of yOUR BEingness, the TRUTH of ALL of WE, ALL ONE, within ONE, reflections of LOVE …..
and…….
ALL will BEnefit
BEcause of YOU!
Blessedly BE
to yOUR HIGHest HAPPYness in Every NOW, ALLways.
In Lak’ech Ala K’in Radiating LOVE
Rhonda Sheryl Lipstein
roni
